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There
are two powers that alone can effect in their conjunction the great
and difficult thing which is the aim of our endeavor,-
a fixed and unfailing aspiration that calls from below and - a supreme
Grace from above that answers.
But
the supreme Grace will act only in the conditions of the Light and
the Truth; it will not act in conditions of Falsehood and Ignorance.
For if it were to yield to the demands of the Falsehood, it would
defeat its own purpose.
These
are the conditions of Light and Truth, the sole conditions under
which the highest will descend; and it is only the very highest
supramental Force descending from above and opening from below that
can victoriously handle the physical Nature and annihilate its difficulties
. . .
There
must be a total and sincere surrender; there must be an exclusive
self opening to the divine Power; there must be a constant and integral
choice of the Truth that is descending, a constant and integral
rejection of the falsehood of the mental, vital and physical Powers
and Appearances that still rule the earth-Nature.
The
surrender must be total and seize all parts of the being.
It
is not enough that psychic should respond and higher mental aspect
or even the inner vital submit and the physical consciousness feel
the influence. There must be no part in the being, even the most
external, anything that makes a reserve, anything that hides behind
doubts, confusions and subterfuges, anything that revolts or refuses.
If
a part of the being surrenders, but another part reserves itself,
follows its own way or makes its own conditions, then each time
that happens, you are yourself pushing the divine Grace away from
you.
If
behind your devotion and surrender you make a cover for your desires,
egoistic demands and vital insistences, if you put these things
in the place of true aspiration or mix them with it and try to impose
it on the Divine Shakti, then it is idle to invoke the divine Grace
to transform you.
If
you open yourself on one side or in one part to the Truth and on
another side are constantly opening the gates to hostile forces,
it is in vain to expect that the divine Grace will abide with you.
You
must keep the temple clean if you wish to install there a living
Presence.
If
each time the Power intervenes and brings back the Truth, you turn
your back on it and call in again the falsehood that has been expelled,
it is not the divine Grace you must blame for failing you, but the
falsity of your own will and the imperfection of your own surrender.
If
you call for the Truth and yet something in you chooses what is
false, ignorant and undivine or even simply is unwilling to reject
it altogether, then always you will be open to attack and the Grace
will recede from you. Detect first what is false or obscure in you
and persistently reject it, then alone can you rightly call for
the divine Power to transform you. Do not imagine that truth and
falsehood, light and darkness, surrender and selfishness can be
allowed to dwell together in the house consecrated to the Divine.
The
transformation must be integral, and integral therefore the rejection
of all that withstands it.
Reject
the false notion that the divine Power will do and is bound to do
everything for you at your demand and even though you do not satisfy
the conditions laid down by the Supreme.
Make
your surrender true and complete, then only will all else be done
for you.
Reject
too the false and indolent expectation that the divine will do the
surrender for you. The Supreme demands your surrender to her, but
does not impose it: you are free at every moment, till the irrevocable
transformation comes, to deny and to reject the Divine or to recall
your self-giving, if you are willing to suffer the spiritual consequence.
Your
surrender must be self-made and free; it must be the surrender of
a living being, not of an inert automaton or mechanical tool.
An
inert passivity is constantly confused with the real surrender,
but out of an inert passivity nothing true and powerful can come.
It is the inert passivity of the physical Nature that leaves it
at the mercy of every obscure or undivine influence.
A
glad and strong and helpful submission is demanded to the working
of the Divine force, the obedience of the illumined disciple of
the Truth, of the inner Warrior who fights against obscurity and
falsehood, of the faithful servant of the Divine.
This
is the true attitude and only those who can take and keep it, preserve
a faith unshaken by disappointments and difficulties and shall pass
through the ordeal to the supreme victory and the greatest transmutation.
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