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Peace is Not All
The vastness, the overwhelming calm
and silence in which you feel merged is what is called the Atman
or the silent Brahman. It is the whole aim of many yo gas to
get this realisation of Atman or silent Brahman and live in
it. In our yoga it is only the first stage of the realisation
of the Divine and of that growing of the being into the higher
or divine Consciousness which we call transformation.
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Peace is a necessary basis but peace is not sufficient. Peace
if it is strong and permanent can liberate the inner being which
can become a calm and unmoved witness of the external movements.
That is the liberation of the Sannyasin. In some cases it can
liberate the external also, throwing the old nature out into
the environmental consciousness, but even this is liberation,
not transformation.
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There is such a unity, impersonality , freedom from the play
of qualities which lifts us above the strife and surge of Nature
in her eternal seeking through mind and body for the true key
and secret of all her relations. And it is the ancient highest
experience of mankind that only by arriving there, only by making
oneself impersonal, one, still, self-gathered, superior to the
mental and vital existence in that which is eternally superior
to it, can a settled, because self-existent peace and internal
freedom be acquired. Therefore this is the first, in a sense
the characteristic and essential object of the Yoga of Knowledge.
But, as we have insisted, this, if first, is not all; if the
essential, it is not the complete object. Knowledge is not complete
if it merely shows us how to get away from relations to that
which is beyond relations, from personality to impersonality
, from multiplicity to featureless unity. It must give us also
the key, that secret of the whole play of relations, the whole
variation of multiplicity, the whole clash and interaction of
personalities for which cosmic existence is seeking. And knowledge
is still incomplete if it gives us only an idea and cannot verify
it in experience; we seek the key, the secret in order that
we may govern the phenomenon by the reality it represents, heal
its discords by the hidden principle of concord and unification
behind them and arrive from the converging and diverging effort
of the world to the harmony of its fulfilment. Not merely peace,
but fulfilment is what the heart of the world is seeking and
what a perfect and effective self-knowledge must give to it; peace
can only be the eternal support, the infinite condition, the
natural atmosphere: of self-fulfilment.
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Peace must be ours, but not the peace of
an empty or devastated nature or of slain or mutilated capacities
incapable of unrest because we have made them incapable of intensity
and fire and force. Purity must be our aim, but not the purity
of a void or of a bleak and rigid coldness. Perfection is demanded
of us, but not the perfection that can exist only by confining
its scope within narrow limits or putting an arbitrary full
stop to the ever self-extending scroll of the Infinite. Our
object is to change into the divine.
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